Forever Changed

Why, I still love you,
I wish I knew why.
I just wish you wouldn't lie. Staring blindly at the sky,  wishing I could fly.

What did I do so wrong, my life is now another sad song.
You made me happy being by my side.
Left me this built up pain, that I can not hide.
Your always in my head,
I wish I was dead.
I am now forever changed.
My thoughts keep flowing like heavy rain.
I hope you begin to see,
how much you really meant to me.
All these feelings will stay true.
These tears are all for you.
Remember if you need me,
that ill  be here waiting.
But as for now my heart is shattered,
knowing that i never mattered.
Picking up all the pieces
Wishing you were here with me.
Did you even love me
Will you ever be sorry