Crackin Lackin

Shit!...Crackin Lackin...Shit!
By: JL
I am in SO much pain and I dont see where the heck the gain is form all this PAIN PAIN PAIN...emotionally, physically, psychologically, mentally, anything you can think of from dilemmas with my:

* crazy yet lovable cant live with or without family
 * horrible health condition...the sprained knee is killing me...
 * I am stuck in that point in life of trying to figure myself out...

The sprained knee is flippin CRACKIN
shit what am i LACKIN because I cant WALK or TALK
and what am i left to DO
but try my best to be TRUE
even without YOU
because I am flippin OUT
and all i do is SHOUT & POUT
when all i want is LOVE LOVE LOVE
from up ABOVE
but it aint COMING
and im BUMMING
which does nothing but make my brain be DUMBING
and my life is frickin TUMBLING...

*sigh*

one day at a time...one step at a time...we can all do this ~...right?