the bitter end

It breaks my heart you no longer need me
Waking up an its not me you see
No more texts saying "i wish you were here"
Why do you no longer want me near?
Your eyes dont look at me the same way
No longer giving me the time of day
Im not so important to you anymore
You've started to critisise my every flaw
I open your text.. i hear the sigh
I now walk behind instead of by your side
Inseparable it seemed... we once were
Now so cold.. i can feel it brrrrrrrr
You stopped taking the time to know me
Im sorry i couldnt be what you wanted me to be
You stopped wanting to understand
Im sorry that sometimes i needed your hand
But most of all im sorry im left guessin
Because you said " you dont understand depression
You've now made me embarrassed of who i am
I cant help how i was programmed
You said without depression id be perfect for you
Just let me remind you.. you were the one that made me blue
You made this girl yo-yo with her emotions
Causing me so much pain an commotion
So be embarrassed of yourself for who you are
How dare you say my feelings..thoughts are bizarre
Im like this cuz you chose to hurt me so deep
WHY WAS IT YOU I HAD TO MEET!