Breathe again

Sitting on my doorstep watching leaves change color. Wondering where I go from here wondering if the shadows will catch me. Following my intuition constant as the sun ray following my intuition casting out my fear wondering if I will ever be able to breathe again. Constant like the rainbow shining in the sky Wilting flowers in the autumn seasons  from the side lines fears creeps up on you casting shadows that takes you to your knees breathing in and breathing out will I make it out tonight. Trying to move past my fears Breathe in breathe out memory starts to fade ushering in the light making all your doubts and fears swim away with ease