Damaged goods

I remember the first time I saw you enter my life. Our eyes locked all I can think was woah, What a beauty. Every hello til bye all I could do was listen to you how you carried yourself the love in your heart toward another, crush you had. The way you melted and shook so nervous to approach that person how good you spoke of that person. I said to myself that's the feeling I wanted towards me. I befriended you. I tried to be there for you always. I tried to support your every decision wether you was right or wrong I never judged you in a negative way I believed you was as wild flowers blossom. I didn't see how far your roots grew.  I didn't see how much the people you gave yourself to watered your soil with poison. You became toxic and was slowly covering up your shame. I loved you when you were neurotic. Every moment spent with you I fell  deeper and deeper a friend because I know I'm not a great match for you. My love goes as far as the galaxy, endless. And yours ends in winter when the weather changes.